That Shooting Show

I wrote this song 12 years ago. Found it this morning as I got the manic motivation to clean out old email, because that's my biggest problem today…Thank God.   I was about to delete the highlighted messages when something caught my eye.   You can do this: An audio file from my friend and Slam Circus singer Andy Patalan.   The song was originally called "Always" and I wrote it for my second wife.  When I played it for her She said, "whatever," and went back to bed.   Some time later, I got home from a month long business deployment and she met me in the kitchen.   "Have you had enough coffee?"   "I'm gettin' there."   "Well, I need to tell you I'm not happy."   So many emotions hit me that I didn't know how to respond. Or maybe I did.    I had seen pictures of her partying in without her wedding ring and I was background processing how to handle it.  You know, benefit of the doubt, and all the other bullshit we tell ourselves to avoid a hard truth.   A million thoughts churned and quickly coalesced.   "Ok, th